I'm in Love with a Madman

Dearest,
I received your letter yesterday. You wrote telling me tales that you are a woman who now believes in love. Here I am writing back to you that I too believe in love. It came to me unexpectedly. After years of countless trying and failures, I am finally in love. And I am in love with a Madman.

After the clouds, the thunder, the bumpy rides, the creepy endless nights, my Madman will come to me and grant me a kiss that stops me from breathing explaining my running heart. So I too believe in love. And I am in love with a Madman.

P/s: I hope your love will not be as quick as mine, for heeling needs longer period as falling.

Cheers,
Tempest.

When love (in distance) means everything..

Dearest,

The love story that I entailed, can NEVER be found in modern history;

His:

For everything there's a season

A time to weep,

And a time to laugh.

Hold on tight, Dear...

Her:

Part of me weep, Part of me laugh,

Without you near, it's always tough,

Together forever and never apart,

Perhaps in distance, never in heart.

Rejoice!

For the never forgotten heart ...

P/s: Will I be like them? Who knows...but I foresee nothing..

Cheers,

Tempest.

Truthfully...

Dearest,

Truthfully, the look that you have when you were about to kiss me makes my heart skips a beat. No kidding. Its true.

P/s: You make me fall deeper. Now you are stuck with me.

Cheers,

Tempest.

The Obvious Lie

Dearest,

When I say it's alright, I understand. That is The Obvious Lie for I don't understand nor it's alright.

1 month is too long for me to bear without seeing you, without your kisses, without your love. Cant you tell I'm falling for every kisses? How do I keep faith?

P/s: It became a perfect lie when you trust me word for word.

Cheers,

Tempest.

Grab me! I don't want to go to him..

Dearest,

Challenges do come in every way and love do moves randomly. But why do we even bother? Off topic I know. Keke.

Here we go again with temptations and attention. This side and that side. I think I know where I'm going (or should I say I've decided where I want to go) but the path I'm taking seems to blur with time. The destination is no longer in sight. *can't see clearly(forgot where I put my glasses :P). I am trying my best to keep this journey safe, so "helping hands-albeit a short one" please guide.

Want me to spell it out? I don't want to go to him or him. I want to be in this relationship with you. So, grab hold of me and stop persuading me to go to them. We may not be in love yet. But the attraction is strong enough to stand on. Got your attention now?


P/s: They are seriously begging. I dont want to go.


Cheers,
Tempest.

Which do you choose: calm and collected or brazen?

Dearest,
Should a girl in love wears her heart on her sleeves? Will I be called improper if I openly show the world my heart’s content? These thoughts got me thinking…does love works really fast? Am I already in love? Dearest, I confessed after many at times of rendezvous, I still don’t know if I ever was in love. Ughh..Too many “love” word in one paragraph.
Now dearest, this feeling isn’t exactly bad. In fact, not bad at all (I hope). However, I’m beginning to rush things all at once. I started to do things which I normally don’t. Worries me to the max. What If I lose my heart along the way? Far more important, what if I lose my sense, my thoughts?
Here is what I really think. Screw all anxious feeling and enjoy every moment of living. That’ll work. The best remedy for the lost soul. Worrying unnecessary things only costs you sleepless night. Why would I want to sacrifice my beauty sleep? Back to the heart and the sleeves thing, I’m going to pull back a little. I don’t know where I’m going and where I’ll end up, but I’ll just ‘Heave-Ho’ see if I can be on a great beach.
P/s: This is to remind myself that I should be my calm collected self again. I was never the fun twin.

Cheers,
Tempest.

Shameless Dream

Dearest,

Can we do it standing instead? When you press me by the wall. Only then, carry me to where we lie. Let’s proceed as you imagine. Anything you like..

This is the kind of word that I will NEVER say to anyone in my life. I am never know as brazen whore. Haha.

Cheer,
Tempest.


P/s: You'll be surprise to know what I REALLY want to say or do.

Tasteless Tea

Dearest,
Do you know when your tea gets too cold or too hot, your tea will be tasteless. Not even the sweet aroma can tempt you to drink. But, are you willing to change your ways? I know I’m not. I won’t.
I like it tasteless, and enjoy the aroma.
This is what I want to say: “Hmm. I don’t want to look for you, I want you to come to me”.
Instead I said; “Where are you?” I am a fool not to anyone but my eyes.

P/s: I hope it is real this time, it is high time for luck to roll the dice.

Cheers,
Tempest.

Sticky Situation: Should I be Glad To Be In One?

Dearest,
Not knowing what is in front of you is a terrible feeling. Especially when you don’t realize that you are standing in a hazy area and darkness is all you see. Right now, I’m quaking and I can’t bring myself to step forward. I’m usually a very tough and confident, but this feeling…I’m confused. I don’t know what I should do about it.
I don’t want to rush things afraid that history will repeat itself again. But, at the same time, I want to skip the first step (and the next step) and take a ride on a runaway train. Quandary shouldn’t be this hard. Well, let see how things turn out first. Maybe, no bumpy road this time around.

P/s: I’ll be out of town for a while.

Cheers,
Tempest

What Love Really Is?

Dearest,

This is from a movie i just watched;
"Love is...waiting"..
Do you agree to this? I sincerely think I do...

Its was a story about a pitiful man who never experience love, so he keep asking people around him; "Do you know what love is?" He's the most dramatic pitiful man who cant seem to notice a girl living just around the corner is in love with him for 15 long years. Hes dying in three months. I call him a JERK..

P/S: Will it be just around the corner for me too?Who knows..haha

Cheers,
Tempest

Writer's block?...cant be

Dearest,

Its been a while...I was sick..for that i apologize..:)
I'll be updating diligently after this..

Cheers,
Tempest.

Happy Women's Day ladies...

Joy to the ladies as the world celebrate Women's Day today...
To commerate, i shall wear anything feminine on my outing tonight..a cute skirt will do..:)...to the gents out there, be a gentleman to your moms, sisters, wifes, girlfriends and girl friends (just friends) even just for today (or extra special for today) to the girls and we shall remember this forever...

Cheers,
Tempest

First entry - tend to be lame...

Hey y'all~! Tempest here writing her first entry..hope u'll enjoy this as much as I do. Its my first blog, hence the title. So bear with me, ok.